Tired

I’m tired of not being good enough, it’s like he never even noticed how hard I was trying, how many times I stood there waiting for him to realize that no matter what I wasn’t leaving.

I felt like a second thought, like a gift given but not really appreciated, tossed aside like it’s not good enough.

I may not be the love of his life or “soul-mate” but I do care and would do anything for him. This may not last forever or even for the next few months/years it feels like I’m never going to stop loving him, hurts to know he probably doesn’t feel the same anymore.